For Ricky.


Its getting harder.
Not to feel the vibration of your voice when
i lay my head on your chest.

its getting harder.
Not to feel you arms around me when I am cold
or when I am scared.

its getting harder.
not to cry when i see your face knowing
its so far away.

and its getting harder.
not to want on top of me every night.


The thing is you are my life.
The thing is I need you here with me.
The thing is that this rocky road, I don't want to
and shouldn't have to travel alone.


But most of all...
Its getting harder not being able to
look into your eyes and tellyou I love you.